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27 September 2010 By Saeed Malik You promised me democracy, But look what you have done to me. You robbed my past, and future stole, and a present left to me, crushed beyond a mending hope. Ten years before invading me, you broke my dams and bridges bombed, and power plants, and sewage lines, and water mains, You fed the plants with pesticide, The baby food and medicine you destroyed; and the silos of my grain you set aflame. So I may not make good my loss nor repair my water mains, you shackled me in sanctions, and a million kids you starved to death. I lived Saddam’s nightmare through. I knew what I must watch out for. But now I don’t know where to hide for death has lost its pattern now. He used to kill and bury us, friendless in our unmarked graves; but our names he kept on files. And now that you are killing us, we do not even have a grave, nor a number nor a name– thus in your books we never lived. He was your friend who hurried us, so many to their early deaths, with weapons that you sold to him, while you looked the other way. He was not a ‘tyrant’ then, which of late he has become. You merely changed the label, so you could come and liberate, the wealth that we are sitting on, and this you call our liberation! You promised me democracy, but look what you have done to me. With bombs you won my heart over, with blows you changed my mind. You tore into my home at night, and pulverized my only peace. And shrieking as my mother watched, with frightened children Gathered ‘round, you floored my father in a heap, with kicks and blows and rifle butts, and tore my humble home apart. Then you led our men away, with tied hands behind their backs, and with their eyes folded blind, into the endless prison night. And there you tore my father’s robe. To cover then his nakedness, upon his head you put the hood, and leashed him like a dog on show, and your dogs unleashed on him. You promised me democracy, but look what you have done to me. You took my youth in prime away– you shredded wedding gatherings. The little joys that I had left, merriment in a broken life, now in collateral damage rest, rising up in smoke and flame, of a mindless bombing run. ‘Tis peel and husk I have for food, and water mixed with sewage now is all I have to slake my thirst. You even took my sand away, polluted by uranium dust, so when I have my children they shall be deformed, unlovely and unkissable– and so unlike your lovely kids! My millions homeless roam the road, and orphaned children beg in streets. My women raised in sanctity, are now the stuff of ravishment. My men are slaughtered out of hand, and widows search the morgues for them. My dawn is dull, and dusk is blood, and bombs and blasts, my afternoons. My night in hopelessness is sunk, when peace with me a refuge takes, and heaps on me another dawn– another search of bodies lost; another count of heaped insults; another day to death evade, call it life, and celebrate. So now when I am fighting back, my fearlessness is causing awe. Unequal, but unafraid, when I equalize myself, and blow my only life away, you are shocked, and label me a terrorist! I who want my honor lost and country back– –a terrorist? And you who came here for my oil, on crutches of a shameless lie, are and always shall remain, the humanist! I know your type. I see your greed and hunger know, but it is those I want to know, whose vote does so empower you. Do they not see what they have done? They promised me democracy, but look what they have done to me! |