I Am Happy To Give The Most Expensive, My Soul, In The Way Of Allah (swt) - The Last Will of the First Sister Who Attacked Moscow
11 January 2011
In the name of Allah, the Most
Kind, the Most Merciful.
All praise be to Allah, and peace and prayers be upon
Prophet Muhammad, his family and his Companions.
Peace, mercy and the Blessings of Allah be upon you,
brothers and sisters.
I would like, Allah willing, to address this message
to those sisters who strive in the path of
Allah, who wish to be useful to the religion of Allah,
for the sake of Allah. Allah says in the Quran:
"Verily Allah hath bought from the Believers their
lives and their wealth because the Garden will be
theirs: they shall fight in the way of Allah and shall
slay and be slain. It is a promise which is binding on
Him in the Torah and the Gospel and the Qur'an. Who
fulfilleth His covenant better than Allah?"
Dear brothers and sisters, I have made a covenant with
Allah that I will exchange my soul in order to gain
Paradise. The time has come for me to complete my part
of the bargain.
If Allah wills it, I will carry out a
martyrdom-operation in the path of Allah. If Allah
wills it, this martyrdom-operation will be purely for
the sake of Allah, for the sake of His religion, in
order to elevate His word on earth.
Sisters, I appeal to you to open your eyes and see the
truth, Allah willing. I am telling you, by Allah,
those things that you do, the way you usually spend
your time and efforts won't bring any benefit to
religion of Allah. If you truly want to help Allah,
you must enter into a covenant with Allah, in the same
way the female Companions of the Prophet (peace and
prayers be upon him) did, in the way that many of our
sisters, Allah willing, have done before. This is what
our sister Hawa Barayeva did, may Allah have mercy on
I swear by Allah this is better for you, as Allah has
ordered to fight in His cause. The only thing we ask
is for Allah to be pleased with us, that our deeds are
accepted by Allah, and pleasing to Him.
Sisters, Glory be to Allah, our Jamaah is facing some
trials and tribulations - I seek Allah's protection
from Satan, the Accursed. Seek refuge in Allah from
this, if you sincerely want to help Allah, to help His
religion, my sisters, then I call you to martyrdom in
the path of Allah.
My sisters, Glory be to Allah, today Allah has given
us the opportunity to sell our souls in exchange for
Paradise, so how can you stay away from Paradise, when
the gates are opened - Allahu Akbar - and Allah is
saying: "Come in my slave, Come in my slave".
But still we seem to prefer this temporary life,
saying that we are needed here. Sisters, why do you
wear Hijab? When you waste your time with other
sisters? This idle chat, or gossip, is the second
enemy, after Satan, we seek Allah's protection from
him, and it brings a lot of harm to the Jihad for
Instead of this idle talk, it would be better if you
give your soul in the path of Allah. By Allah, I know
so many sisters and I love them, I know that they want
to benefit the religion of Allah, but know my beloved
sisters, and I swear by Allah, there are no bigger or
better benefits than that which comes from martyrdom
for the sake of Allah.
We terrorise the Disbelievers who have occupied our
lands, and installed their own laws.
Glory be to Allah! How can you live in peace my
sisters, when the Disbelievers have introduced these
man-made laws? When the Disbelievers have taken up
arms against our Creator?? Glory be to Allah! Stand up
and sell your souls!
And my brothers, who sit at home, who have resigned
themselves to the fact that we ruled by the
Disbelievers: Fear Allah! On the the Day of Judgment
you will be responsible before Allah, for you staying
back in your warm houses, for the fact that you stayed
back when the sisters were selling their souls, when
sisters haven't spared their blood, or souls for the
sake of Allah, for the religion of Allah.
Is there something more valuable than a soul?
I swear by Allah I have nothing more than my own soul,
I have no money or possessions to give to Allah. By
Allah, if I had anything else to give, I would give it
as well. I have only one soul, and I have decided to
give it to Allah. If I had ten souls, then I would
give all of them!
I appeal to my relatives:
If Allah wills, soon you will hear me being condemned.
Someone might say she is a 'terrorist', a 'suicide
bomber'. Yes, I am a terrorist! Why am I a terrorist?
I am a terrorist because 'terror' means to cause fear,
so I am certainly a terrorist, because I will bring
fear to the Disbelievers, those who raised their
weapons against us!
You call me 'bomber', and I say yes: I am a bomber.
Why, because I chose death, when you choose a life
full of temptations and fitna. A life which is full of
temptations. This cursed life. I choose death, because
death in the path of Allah (the Glorified and Exalted)
is the life for me.
And so I say with pride: I am a terrorist, and I am a
But I must tell you, the way that you chose to spend
your time and your money, by Allah, you will be
responsible before Allah for it!
So don't condemn me, although it will make no
difference to me if you criticise me, for all that
matters to me is gaining the pleasure of Allah. I'm
sure I'm on the Straight Path.
Because, all praise be to Allah, Allah has taught me,
so I urge you to wake up and see that you cannot keep
living under this system of Disbelief.
You have seen the way that these Disbelievers have
spread their narcotics to even the children! But as
long as you are not directly affected you stand back
and smile, saying "this is not my concern". It is only
when you are directly harmed you suddenly say: "These
people are our enemy and the Disbelievers should be
killed!" Glory be to Allah! This is not right!
Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "This Ummah
is like one body: when one part of the body hurts, the
rest responds with restlessness and fever"
So why do not you feel this pain, if you call yourself
a Muslim?? So why do not you feel the pain when they
imprison our brothers and sisters, when they are
tortured and raped?? If you consider yourself a part
of the Ummah of Muhammad (peace be upon him) why do
you not feel this pain, why do you sit quietly in your
homes?? Why do you condemn those who voluntarily
surrender their souls to Allah, who give everything it
is possible to give in this life? This temporary life
is cursed - we seek Allah's protection from it! How
can you enjoy this temporary life?
My dear sisters: I have seen - Glory be to Allah -
many sisters who buy themselves a jilbab for 7000, for
9000 rubles. Who buy brooches and other things for 300
or 400 rubles. Glory be to Allah! Would it not be
better to spend this money in the path of Allah, to
aid the Mujahideen in the name of Allah? The reward
will be in the Hereafter, so fear Allah my sisters!
Fear Allah, for you will stand before Him tomorrow!
I see no cause more worthy than to give my soul to
Some might call me a mindless zombie. My relatives
will say: "If she embarked on this path, there was no
way for us to pull her out of there". Of course! Glory
be to Allah, Allah has said:
"The one whom Allah guides will never be led astray"
Is this not proof enough?
Some will say that I have done this for money, or
because I have lost my husband. But why wouldn't I
want to fulfill my covenant with Allah? Think about
Glory be to Allah, the truth is better, it is the best
reason. Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) asked:
"Do want to know upon whom Allah smiles?" The
Companions replied: "Yes, O Messenger of Allah!"
"They are the ones who rush into the midst of enemies,
and fight until they are killed. And the ones upon
whom Allah smiles will never touch the Fire, they will
Now think: he didn't say the ones who rush into the
midst of enemies in order just to fight and then
return. But in order to fight until the death.
I am so pleased that Allah has given me the
opportunity to sell my soul, Allah willing, this is
not something that everyone can do! I am pleased, all
praise be to Allah, and I tell my dear sisters: don't
shy away from selling your souls to Allah. Do not
regret: the markets of Paradise are open now, but
tomorrow these markets will be closed. And then you
have nowhere to sell your soul.
Rush to Paradise, whose width is far greater than the
Rush to Paradise my sisters!
My brothers: enough of this sitting at home.
It's time to change yourself.
May Allah open your hearts.
May Allah guide you to the true path, and open your
hearts to the true Jihad, and make you more useful to
Allah's religion than what you are now.
Allah willing, victory will be ours, either victory or
If there is no victory, then there will be Paradise
Allah is the Greatest! Allah is the Greatest! Allah is
Peace, mercy and the Blessings of Allah be upon you.
Don't Forget Us in Your
Prayers Your Brothers at: Ansar al-Mujahideen