A practicing Christian throughout
life and even seeking a future as a Pastor, Abdullah
realizes his faith is not based upon thought and
logic, and thus investogates other relgions until he
finds Islam.
By Abdullah DeLancey
My name is
Abdullah DeLancey. I am Canadian and I am employed as
a Patient Service Worker at the local hospital. I
have been married for almost 20 years and we have 3
wonderful children.
Alhamdulillah, I
am now a Muslim. I wasn't always a Muslim, though.
Previously; I was a Protestant Christian for all of my
life.
My family
brought me up in the Pentecostal Church until I was an
adult at which time I moved to a fundamental
Independent Baptist Church.
As a faithful
Christian I was very involved at Church, giving
lectures for the Adult Sunday School and other
duties. I was eventually elected as the Deacon of the
Church. I really wanted to further my dedication to
God and decided to pursue a career as a Minister.
I was awarded a
scholarship to help me start taking a degree in
Divinity. My goal was to be a Pastor of a Church or a
Missionary. However, becoming a Minister would commit
me and my whole family to the Church full time for
life.
So just before
attending Bible College, I thought it best to look at
Christianity critically and ask some very serious
questions about my faith. I questioned the Trinity,
why God would need a son, and why the human sacrifice
of Jesus, as stated in the Bible, was needed to
provide me with forgiveness.
I questioned the
Christian belief of how all the righteous people in
the Old Testament were "saved" and in heaven if Jesus
wasn't even born yet. I pondered serious questions
about Christianity that I had neglected to ask my
whole life.
The answers I
received from Christians on these theological issues
"which are the basis of the faith in Christianity,"
defied all reason and were absolutely beyond any
logical thinking.
Why would God
give us a wonderful brain and then expect us to
temporarily stop using it? Because that is what
Christianity is asking people to do when they say you
just must have faith. That is blind faith.
Realizing that I
had always accepted Christianity, with blind faith for
my entire life and never had questioned it was
perplexing to me. How could I have not realized this
before?
I could not find
the answers in the Bible. Once I realized that the
Trinity was a myth and that God is powerful enough to
"save" someone without the need for help from a son or
anyone or anything else. Things changed. My entire
faith in Christianity fell apart. I could no longer
believe in Christianity or be a Christian.
I left the
Church for good and my wife dutifully left with me, as
she was having trouble accepting Christianity too.
This was the start of my spiritual journey. I was now
without a religion but believed in a God.
This was a very
hard time for me and my family as Christianity was all
we had ever known. I had to search for the truth. I
began studying various religions and found them as
false one after another. Until, I heard about Islam.
Islam!!! What
was that? As far as I could remember, I had never
known a Muslim and Islam was not heard or spoken of
"as a faith" in my part of Canada. Unless, of course,
it was news stories talking bad about Islam. For me
at that time, Islam was not even a consideration. Not
on my religious radar at all.
But then I
started to read a little about Islam. Then, I kept
reading a little more. Then, I read the Quran. This
wonderful revelation of truth changed my life
forever. I immediately started to study every piece
of information pertaining to Islam I could get my
hands on.
I discovered the
nearest mosque was about 100 miles away from my city.
So I promptly loaded the family van and drove my
family to this mosque. On the way, I was very nervous
but also very excited at the same time.. I asked
myself, was I even allowed in the mosque because I
wasn't an Arab or a Muslim?
However, after
arriving at the mosque, I quickly realized I had
nothing to fear. I was greeted by the Imam and the
Muslims with a most warm greeting. I found them very
nice. Nothing like the bad things the news always
said about Muslims.
They gave me a
book by Ahmed Deedat and assured me I could be a
Muslim. I studied all the material on Islam they gave
me. I appreciated these books very much because our
local library had only 4 books on Islam.
After studying I
was in shock. How could I have been a Christian for
so long and never heard the truth? I now believed in
Islam. I knew it and I wanted to convert.
I was put in
contact with the small Muslim community in my city.
On March 24th 2006 I went to the Mosque. Just before
Friday prayer started and with most of the local
Muslim Community present as witness; I testified that"
La illaha ill Allah, Muhammadur Rasul Allah": "There
is no God but Allah, Muhammad is the Messenger of
Allah. I was now a Muslim. It was the best day of my
life. I love Islam and have peace now.
Difficult times
have come since I became a Muslim. When people
started realizing I was now a Muslim they would shun
me or laugh at me, most of our old Christian friends
have never talked to us again. My parents have all
but disowned me.
I love being a
Muslim and it doesn't matter if some of my fellow
Canadians think of me as odd for becoming a Muslim.
Why? The reason is that I alone, am the one that will
have to answer to God after my death.
God is the giver
of strength and Almighty God has helped me through all
the rough times after my conversion to Islam. I have
many, many Muslim Brothers now.
I have legally
changed my first name to Abdullah, which I like very
much. I am now the first and only Muslim Chaplain
approved to work at the local hospital in my City. I
am a Muslim and I am truly happy. All thanks be to
God.
Abdullah
DeLancey is the founder of Muslimforlife.com.