With a strong Christian upbringing
Poncardas is shocked when he finally realizes the
truth.
By Poncardas Romas
I was born on
December 2, 1959, in Kawit, Kauswagan, Lanao del
Norte, Philippines. Since birth my parents were
devoted Seventh Day Adventists, one of the thousand
branches in Christendom. I was a former Evangelist of
the Seventh Day Adventist (SDA). Since childhood
until I became Muslim in 1981, I had been a devoted
SDA.
My Father's
Background
My father was a
former member of the ILAGA and CHDF (Civilian Home
Defense Force) formed by a former dictator, President
Ferdinand Edralin Marcos. The Ilonggo Land Grabbing
Association (ILAGA) is the name given to a cultic
group of Christians who are trained to grab Muslim
lands and annihilate Muslims in Southern Philippines.
ILAGA members believe that they have an invisible
bulletproof vest and some believe bullets do not hit
them. They used to cut, roast, and eat the right ears
of their victims, literally. Then, they make ashes of
the remaining ears, and make these ashes as amulet
(perfume-liquid bottles). The ILAGA members believe
that the more Muslims they kill, the more power they
will possess.
Brainwashing
in Childhood
In childhood I
was indoctrinated (brainwashed) that Muslims are
pagans. We believed that Muslims are warlike people,
traitors, happy to kill non-Muslims, lawless, and all
negative attributes of humanity are in the Muslims'
doctrines. Actually when I was a Christian, I did not
know the difference between Islam, Muslim, and Moros—I
believed they were all synonymous with paganism. What
I knew about Muslims was that "they were pagans and
idiots!"
Personal
Background
I was brought up
in a conservative Christian educational institution
(church school). In my early days of childhood we
were trained to open the Bible quickly and explain the
meaning of the text day and night. We were also
trained to deliver speeches at the pulpit as smart as
we could. In my youth, I conducted countless
Ministerial works in the Seventh Day Adventist
Churches. I studied at Southern Mindanao Academy,
Managa, Davao del Sur; Matutum View Academy, Tupi,
South Cotabato; Notre Dame of General Santos City;
Forest Hills Academy, Bayugan 1, Agusan del Sur; and
completed my college degree at the Silliman
University, Dumaguete City. Silliman University was
founded and supported by Protestant American
philanthropists, a sister University of the UNIVERSITY
OF PHILIPPINES (UP). I obtained a degree in Bachelor
of Arts, major in Speech and Theatre, and a junior
college degree in Mass Communication. In my youth, I
was a battalion commander in paramilitary training. I
was then the Senior Students' president, and the
Chairman of the Youth Organization, Science Club
President, and Sabbath School Superintendent.
Training
Ground
In 1981, I was
trained extensively in Pagadian City, Philippines how
to preach Christianity, particularly in Muslim
community, and with the pretext of selling medical
books under the banner of Adventism. We were later
formed into groups and were assigned in Zamboanga
City, Southern Philippines to conduct house-to-house
and office-to-office evangelism. Our main targets were
to raise funds and to spread our doctrines and convert
the Muslims to Christianity (Adventism). Even today
there are Christian Institutions in the heart of the
Muslim community in Mindanao whose main motive is to
gradually Christianize the Muslims.
First
Encounter
One day in
Zamboanga City, I was assigned at the Al-Malin
Shipping Line Office, district of Santa Barbara, to do
our jobs. That is where I had my first encounter with
a Muslim intellectual. His name is Najeeb Razul
Fernandez, formerly Samuel Fernandez, who was also a
former Seventh Day Adventist-Evangelist. We
discovered later that we were neighbors during our
childhood, and our parents and his uncle's family (Memong
Fernandez) were close friends and neighbors.
Proper
Encounter
I introduced
myself to Mr. Najeeb Razul Fernandez. He warmly
welcomed me and asked my purpose of visiting his
office. He was a liaison officer that time at Al-Malin
Shipping Line Office. He asked me, "Are you Seventh
Day Adventist?"
"Yes, of
course!"
" Do you believe
in Jesus Christ?"
"Of course! We
would not be a Seventh Day Adventist, unless we
believe and follow Jesus Christ!"
He continued,
"Your religion is Seventh Day Adventist, was Jesus
Christ a Seventh Day Adventist?"
I knew that if I
answer "yes", the next question would be; "Can you
show me in your Bible that Jesus Christ was a Seventh
Day Adventist?" I knew well that there is no passage
in the Bible that mentions that Jesus Christ was an
Adventist! I was shocked at the question, because in
my experience I never encountered such question in my
life. I tried my best to ignore his question, and I
talked of things which were not related to his
question. He repeated the question direct to my eyes,
and said; "If you could not answer that question,
please bring that question to your team leader and
tell me his response."
Shocking
Revelation
Then he related
to me the true name and life of Jesus Christ, may the
mercy and blessings of God be upon him, whose name is
Iesa Al-Maseeh ibn Maryam in the Muslim world. Jesus
was a prophet and messenger of God. The religion of
the Muslims and the prophets of Allah is Islam. And
in fact, the prophets of Allah (God) were Muslims. He
also emphasized that Islam teaches about the Day of
Resurrection, Judgment Day, Paradise, Hell-Fire,
Angels, Prophethood, Morals, Divine Books, etc. All
these words were like thunderbolts that awakened me
from a deep sleep! After I heard those words I did
convey them to my team leader, and I asked him what
the religion of Mary, Joseph, and Jesus Christ was.
He did not answer, instead I received warning not to
talk to Mr. Fernandez or I will be excommunicated. My
team leader's reaction had pushed me to investigate
what Islam is all about. It also sowed doubts to my
belief being a Seventh Day Adventist.
If indeed my
belief is the truth, I am not supposed to be afraid to
deal with other religions!
I did not heed
his warning. Again I went to Mr. Fernandez, then he
asked me "DID JOSEPH, MARY, THE 12 DISCIPLES WORSHIP
JESUS CHRIST AS GOD, AS YOU SEVENTH DAY ADVENTISTS DO
TODAY?" I turned speechless. I went back to our
quarter in Zamboanga City, and debated with my team
leader! At that moment after our confrontation, our
team leader immediately ordered me to pack up my
things and leave. That time I could not accept that
I was a Muslim. My team leader and our whole group
branded me that I became a Muslim and not fit to do
our task in Muslim community. With tears and
confusion, I was forced to leave my SDA companions.
That was the turning point which led me to research
Islam and eventually became a Muslim a few months
later in September 1981, Isabela, Basilan, Philippines
I pondered. The
center of the Muslim world is in the Middle East! If
the West and the East knew the life of the Prophets,
and particularly Jesus' life, how about in the Middle
East - the birthplace of the Prophets, and where the
Muslims are praying, in the House of God,… built by
Abraham, may the mercy and blessings of God be upon
him. There are almost two billion Muslims throughout
the world, and more people are embracing Islam daily
than any other religion. Why? This trend had
challenged me to research history in the Middle East,
and the life of the last Prophet.
I had never
believed that Muslims believe in God
I never ever
thought that Muslims believe in God, as well as the
above mentioned. What I had believed before was that
Muslims are people who are doomed to Hellfire. Some
non-Muslims believe that Muslims are like rats, a
menace to a developed and peaceful society. This might
be the reason why some countries systematically carry
out ethnic cleansing and deprive Muslims of basic
human rights. Such state-sponsored activities were
done in Bosnia, Kosova, Kashmir, Chechnya, Mindanao,
and the occupied territories in Israel which
originally belong to Palestinians. In my native land,
there is a well-known maxim which says: "A GOOD MUSLIM
IS A DEAD MUSLIM."
I embraced Islam
because I found out that Islam is the true way of life
(religion) prescribed by God, given to the Prophets,
and the Quran is the only perfect book of God that has
never been revised. I am appealing to non-Muslims to
know about Islam from the Quran and authentic sayings
or references written by Muslims.
Sad Reality
At time I write
this article, the population of the Philippines has
reached 95 million, only 10% are Muslims. This means
that more than 80 million are non-Muslims, and the
majority of these non-Muslims are Christians. Most
Islamic propagators in the Philippines are driven to
Muslim-Arab Countries for economic survival. If our
Arab Muslim brothers are sincere to spread the message
of Islam, why don't they send us back to our country
with substantial support to propagate Islam there?
In Saudi Arabia
90% who embraced Islam are Filipinos. It is easy for
the Filipinos to understand Islam, because the
original culture and traditions of Filipinos are
rooted in Islam. Historically, Islam came to the
Philippines in 1380, almost 200 years before
Christianity. Christianity came in the Philippines on
March 16, 1521. Muslims remained a minority due to
incessant civil war, struggle for independence and
enormous efforts and well-funded activities of
Christian Missionaries. The early Christians embraced
Christianity not because they love and understand
Christianity. They were forced to embrace
Christianity through guns and cannons brought by the
Christian Spaniards.
Personally,
spreading Islam to Christians is interesting and
challenging endeavor. Due to my background as
energetic Evangelist in SDA, I am enthusiastic in
propagating Islam both publicly or privately.
Alhamdulillah! I strongly believe that light is for
the darkness: Likewise the non-Muslims need Islam for
them to see that light and embrace the truth.